IT'S RAMADHAAAANNNNN~~~PUASAAAA!! HEHEHE. As usual routine for puasa, stay up until sahur......After sahur will be sleeping timeeeee hehehehe. Glaaaaaddd I don't have class on ramadhaaaann!! I could relax n stay away from books! Tapi jangan jua belambak bah kaja rumah aaaah!! SPOILEDDDD!! N I felt bad for the schoolers, sekulah xah puasa~~kekekeke.Awww too baaaaaad :p But anyhoo, HAPPY RAMADHAN YA'LL :) I'll be turning 20 this month N so do My baaaaaby~~~Hehehehe times flies so faaaaast.

Soooo....Hm....I feel like posting about my relationship AGAIN!! Don't know where else I can let it out N here it goes...Yesterday, I was trying to talked to him about US N as usual he's so Un-excited(is that even a word?whutevee) about it. So I found it freaking BORING!! Where's the commitment dude?! Lack of communication eh, BORING. He used to be so sweet but now AH PAHIT!! He used to be romantic but sekarang AH ROMANTIC KEPALA HOTAK. " Awal-awal memang Sweet Dah Lama-lama Pahit", So TRUE! It really bothers me seeing couples(long-term relationship)happy, sweet masih macam dulu-dulu N NO COMPLAINTS! I'm not sayin that I'm not happy, ada masanya lah. He said I'm complaining too much! Baik jua xah daripada di simpan sakit saja hati baik jua terus terang. Antah all that I said to him masuk kah jua inda in his ear N head! Tau-tau masuk kanan keluar kiri! I just want to have something to remember wah everyday I see him. Ani nada bah all I can think N remember about is HE'S BORING. I missed the good times that he N I had years agoo. Well maybe everything changed bcos we're getting older, tapi orang lain inda jua cemani ku liat :( I'm not sayin that I want the old him, NO STRICTLY NO! I love the new him tapi hm ada sikit-sikit perlu di usai. N so do I! Atleast, I'm trying~~:s Sometimes sanak ku bah mikirkan kan giveup rasanya ada jua but hm this feelings that I had for him just won't fade awaaaay N I kept remembering all the good N bad times we went through, it's just not easy to let that all go. I'm not a 'pro' when it comes to letting go. Boring kah ia Banci kah ku kan ia(depends lah jua banci pasal apa), sayang ku masih. I know maybe I'm too harsh saying things to him at times, by the look on his face I know he's upsad N down whenever I'm complaining N told him that he's boring. I feel bad but at the same time I feel good that he knew everything that I kept inside. I know he's also trying but to me it's not enough :( Urgh guess I stopped here, rindu pulaaaaang~~

I LOVE MY MR.BOOORING! <3 118128 <3

AAARGHH POSTING ABOUT U MAKES ME WANT TO CALL U NOWWWWWWWWWWW!! REALLY MISS THE GOOD TIMESSSS :(