First of all before i mention anything here i would like to say I'VE BEEN WORKIN A LOT LATELY!! YEAH FOR ME! HEHEHE. IT IS REALLY A BIG STARTS FOR ME :) Well not that big though hehehe.

Ok so anw, wondering why this title post sounds mean??? Well let me tell you why ok! As you can see i wrote " Asshole Everywhere ".... Let me make this clear ok! My life surrounds with many type of asshole! You just named it, their everywhere!! Im very sick to tha max!! Im tired facing them like EVERYDAYYYY!! You dont know how sucks my life is when these type of people came to my life, ITS ANNOYINGGGGG! I have my limits yaknow, i feel i want to crush them so badly! I dont know what their trying to show but all i know is their are getting on my nerves! Not only me, but everyoneee!! But their too stupid to notice that. Gosh i wonder what's in their brain?? And yeah whats the point kan bangga beperangai inda baik ah?? Apakan?? She's like bangga labelling herself as " TROK! ". Atu baru ya BRAINLESS :) Yaknow sometimes i wonder if she could take any comment from anyone so that i could talk to her straight to her face and she will like listen to me for once in her whole life! CAKAP SAJA BASAR, NGADA2 SAJA KAN BEGAYA BANYAK, NGAKUN SAJA DIRI ATU MANTANG SUDAH TAPI UTAK KUSUNG!!! And yeah it is really pointless for me too let it all out here but it made me feel good a lil bit.

Ok im done. Will be posting more if i had my mood.

But the question is.... Can i control my anger??? Can i let the negatives vibe go away???? Can i control my emotional???? Can i trust????????? Hm........ Theres just no answer for these questions for nowwwwwwww.......... Just hoping i'll think and do something about it.......

So i didnt update anything lastnight after i reached home, i was so not in the mood :( But anyways im still at rimba, just dont know when i'll get back to muara. Anyways, hm theres nothing interesting though and ergh im still not in the mood to change this blog. Its been like almost 3days i've been so complicated and im still trying to get used to it :) And i still dont want to talk about it. Hm oh yeah "they" are starting to get on my nerves! Gosh!!! What just happened today was so.....dumb!!! Kelaparan attention wahhhhh, ITS ANNOYING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! Sanak bah sanak!!! Im tired seeing shits everyday, thanks to them assholes! Oh to whom it may concern adangtah dih menunjuk kan perangai inda baik ah, inda payah di banggakan. Banggatah tah kamu tu beperangai gilabae ahhh?!! PUI! Apakan? What's your purpose anyway? To me it seems you mau seek attention, mau tunjuk cool but the truth is your just TAE PALAT! Im not trying to judge kamu but buka bah mata ah sadar sikit mana kan sopan santun atu?? Brg inda baik plg kan di banggakan.

And im not trying to say that aku baik. Nada baik aku ani, aku ngakun eh aku inda baik. Aku ngakun aku pun pernah bah beulah gilabae catu tapi atu dulu. And i learn from my mistakes. Aku sadar bah umur ku meningkat and i know what i did in the past atu salah dari sanatah i learn from not doing it lagi. Ok lah aku paham lah kamu masih utak kanak2, luwan2 kanak2 and you think that ada kewajipan hidup sendiri sudah lah you can do whatever you want lah but sure kah?? Keep asking that question to yourself. Umur masih muda wah why watse time doing those "uncool" habit. YUP ITS UNCOOL NOT COOL! Bah i dont want to blab much here krg kana ucap mcm si banar lah mihir lah apalah well you know what i dont care bukan nya im spitting bad influence pun :) Ok then im going now~

Oh btw, THANKS TO MAKTEH TERCINTA FOR........HEHEHEHEHE! Bah salammmmmm.

So probably i wont be going home to muara today. Maybe tomorrow or lusa, i dont know yet. I just had to settle something here. I just got to. Especially that damn freaking species! She keeps making trouble everywhere! Hm im going now, will update later after i reached home. Oh yeah im gonna be broke after this, not cool! :(

Astah mau ia kali merasa buku lima ku ani! Sanak ku sanak udah pun masalah betimbun ia lagi menambah bae atu!!!!!!! Mati eh stress ku banar cani ani!!!!! Jangantah kau balik lagi ku suka!! Mun peradian dangan mu catu nada papa bae ani indung wah buduh!!! Yatah tu ikut saja tia perangai pelacur sorang atu!!! Apa bangga kau?!!! Bae rasakan inda mau ngakun wah kau atu apa ku!!! Mana utak atu kan bae?!!!! Mikin steady eh KEKURANG AJAR MU AH BAE YATAH MAU JUA KU MENCUBA KEKURANG AJAR MU AH SAMA AKU!!! IA INGAT AKU DIAM2 ATU INDA KALI MIKIRKAN KEDIA, SIANG MALAM IA SAJA BAH KAN DI PIKIRKAN!!! SUDAH PUN MASALAH LAIN KAN KU PIKIRKAN KEDIA ANI MENYAMAK TAYA LAGI DLM UTAK KU ANI!!!! Perasahan dewasa sudah!! Aweh aku mengaku eh aku ani inda jua seberapa mantang atleast aku inda berlagak macam kau!! Anu berlagak mantang tau kan semuanya!! Bae usulmu!! Awu mun tekeluar tadi air mata mama ku atu habis kau malam ani jua ku basuh kau ah bae!!!! Mikin inda di bagi muha kau ani mikin kurang ajar SUKA KU KAU AH BAE!!!!!!!! Nauzubillah.

Im complicated and I dont want to talk about it. So i've been stressing out lately. It been months i realised that it began to get worst. For now belum teruk tapi mikin teruk dari sebelum nya. I dont know if this is normal or sebalik nya, hope it is just something normal :( I dont wanna say which part of my health is troubling me but i can only tell you that it hurts so bad :( Every morning i have to wake up in pain. I dont know what cause it and im giving it another 4months for it. If it becomes worst then i'll force myself to check up. First it was just the left one but now both of it really hurts. But the right one jarang, yang left one yang selalu :( Im just afraid that...hm i better not say it. Nauzubillah. I just dont know to who that i should talk to about this, no one believes me anyway so why bother. And im being such an idiot posting about it right here. I AM an idiot :) Hm i dont know what else to talk about so i guess im going off now. To whom it may concern, may allah bless you and enjoy your life that you've been dreaming of. Seems by the way i said things and you agreed it so well, you dont need me anymore and you never were so goodluck with your life and do what makes you happy.

P/s: Will be changing this blog soon. I dont have the mood to change it yet.