hm,

so today didnt turn out very well. i have this fight with him since yesterday but alhamdulillah we settled it just now..it feels good after sat n talked. but the best part is, eye to eye..its been such a long time since we have a talk like that. it was nice <3

for me 'a talk' is so important for my relationship. apalagi if ada problem..it is so nice sitting n had a talk about it. sama2 tukar pandangan, sama2 menyalasaikan. n i love that..is like the best way to settle problems. it was nice to hear cakap masing2..if 'a talk' like tadi remains, i know this relationship will stay longer peacefully <3 cos im sick kan bauri saja n kusut sja tiap hari..utak pun inda sehat d buatnya. asyik banyak pkir sja..hampir gila jua olehnya. hm..i dont wanna hope anything for now.

just wait n see..~ " kalau diri ngulah urg bsai2, urg pun akn mengulah diri bsai2. kalau diri hormat org, org pun hormat diri. "

Salam,

i feel like sharing something here..there is no one in this world will really listen and appericiate what comes out from my mouth and this is why i created this blog from the very start..bcos only here i can express everything.

so from the title, now some people said "lebih baik trus trang dripada simpan sendiri, lebih baik d keluarkan dripada d simpan"..i dont fine it so "lebih baik". cos ive been doing it for years and its useless! d luah kan sama saja cetanya..puas pakah aqu ani sudah membuat cmatu..so i chose "lebih baik diam membisu dripada berkata apa2". walaupun sakit rasanya menyimpan tapi lebih sakit rasanya meluahkan yang nda mdtangkn hasil! tuhan saja tau apa yg ada dlm isi hati qu ani :'(

i only can fake things to cover everything..for once in my life aqu ingin sangat merasa "kana hargai"..maybe i dont desserve to be happy..happy pun sekajap saja :'( hm, lau ikutkn hati mls qu mkirkn but i cant its hard..i just want a better life..thats all.....