Awww ~ they're look so sweet together !

Looking at their picture makes ME banabana inda sabar kan kawin juaaa !

HAHA, seriously I can't wait !

Oh MY goodness now I'M thinking about getting marry !

What a huge dream I got there , a lot of thinking tu ahhh ~ HAHA, b o d o h ME .

Tapi banaaar I can't lie , I reallyreally inda sabar !

Whoah azie is losing control ! HAHA, crazyME .

Aaaahhhh tuuuuuuuullllllluuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnggggggg !

Aku kan kawin ! kawinKAWINkawinnn !

HAHA, b o d o h ME .

What the heck had happen just now ?
HE kinda like apologise to ME then like I said " whatever " then HE asked ME what's wrong ?!
Oh MY goodness ! Come on dude , it's totally because of YOU !
Can't YOU see the difference when I'M mad or when I'M not mad ? huh ?
It's obvious lah that I'M mad ! ! ! urgh ! ! !
Well maybe TO YOU what YOU did was nothing but TO ME it's something !
YOU made ME wait then YOU text ME apologizing what YOU did and then YOU made ME wait again !
Oh hell no that made ME very upsad dude !
I told YOU like a hundred times already ! Don't make ME wait ! ! !
I totally hate that ! YOU heard ME ?! I HATE THAT ! ! !
a.k.a in malay AKU BENCI MENUNGGU MACAM SI B O D O H ! ! !
BERUBAH APANYAAAA ! NADA ADA BERUBAH TU WENG !
LAKAT BAH MACAM DULUUUUUUUUUUUU !
WHATEVER LAAAAAAAHHHH YOU !
JUST CAKAPCAKAP GENYA BUT NO BUKTI !
IF YOU CAN'T KEEP YOUR WORDS JUST SHUT UPPP !
DON'T EVER SAY YOU CAN BUT THE TRUTH IS YOU CAN'T !
NOW THAT'S AN ASSHOLE .



Today ME and HIM settled .. (; So as usual he took me out jalan2. At first we went to pantai berakas but tekana ramai we went to pantai muara pulang but then sama jua ramai! Kusut bah i maliat!! Then ke pantai serasa lagi kami sama jua ramai buat at least inda seberapa ramai like berakas and muara luwan2 sampit mata meliat!! Hari minggu tah jua banaar. So samapai pantai serasa we bought foods and drink untuk ngisi perut. The tongkeng was delicious!! Si jubur bought himself nasi ayam merah (: Ok after serasa beach we went to SKH gadong si jubur want to change his car lamps. Panat lamps yg kami beli tu rusak bah yatah paksa change tadi, rugi kali ah inda di tukar mengapa! Yatah after SKH atu moody ku tarus silent ku tarus inda bunyi2. So he asked " mengapa kau? diam2 ani wahhh." Im too lazy to answer diam saja. My head was really pening, my stomach lain rasa and my right dada was really sakit berabisan. Apa inda hilang mood, i want to vomit banarnya but ku tahan i dont want him to know. So he sent me home cuz i have to go to kapok with my family. I was so tired but i enjoyed every moment of it (: i love you jubur sayang (:


Haduhhh ... banci ku eh selalu wah inda dapat tidurrr . Right now im thinking about him and a baby. Reason that ithink about him is because me and him is having an argument. I just hate the way he talk about himself tadi, i was joking tadi. Huh inda dapat take jokes banar si jubur atu macam dulu wahhh!! So i think and think i decided to text him saying that im sorry and everything. I really hate wah manjangkan masalah atu so i decided to settle it bisai2.So text that text this habis cerita explain everything, settled. Reason why i think about a baby is because i am really desperately craving for a baby. Seriously i am s: I just cant wait jadi ibu. I know i am really overracted and so over dreaming but inda salah kan?? Everytime i look at someones baby makes me want to have a baby on my own, seriously s: Saabar saja nunggu masanya..

BABIESMETREASURE .. ! (;

babe ,
I realised that i can't make YOU happy like the way YOU want it to be ..
I admit and I'm sorry ..
I'm not perfect and I know what I want MYself to be ...
I want to make YOU happy ..
eventhough it takes time I want YOU to see ...
how far I can be ...
just to make YOU happy ...
I'll try, try and try until YOU see ...
that I can make YOU happy ...






baby ,
let ME tell YOU something ..
I might sometimes hurt YOU without realising it but so YOU know in MY heart there was only YOU .
YOU might not have the same feelings that I felt , I LOVE YOU and it's true ..
YOU made ME realise how much YOU needed ME and how much I needed YOU .
sorry for the times that I hurt YOU just so YOU know that i don't mean to ..
if YOU need ME, YOU know I'll always be here ..
like what YOU said " what's YOUR problem it's MY problem too " ...
I'm different outside and inside of ME ..
I'm just not the type of girl that reveals what's inside of ME ..
I like to keep things on MY own ..
so don't YOU ever worry of losing ME ...
I won't leave without any reasons ...
as a friend i want to see YOU happy ...




sincerely ,
AZIE .