Nice work asshole!!! You ruin everything and i had enough of your stupid ass attitude!! WE ARE SO OVER ASSHOLE!!! Atu kau punya pasal yang penting aku inda mau lagi ada kena mengena dengan hidup mu MERATI KAU BAE?!!!! Mun kan nyalah kan aku OKAY AKU TAH SALAH MANASAJTAH KAU BAH YANG PENTING AKU INDA LAGI MAU ADA KENA MENGENA DENGAN HIDUP MU!! Muak ku dengan perangai GILABAE MU AHHH!!! Sesial sial nya aku lagi sial kau wahhhhhhh BUDUHHHHHHHHHHH!!! SO FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE BEAST!!!! Nikmati taya kehidupan mu yang kau idam kan selama ani ah! Bekawan tah kau seramai bini2 yang kau mau, kau luwan miang atu jua. PERASAN PLAYERRRR MACAM BAE COOL TAH PERASAN NYA TU BANYAK KAWN BINI2 AHHHHH BAE WANG2......................... SO LONG SUCKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight i'll be sleeping at rimba due to interview esok pagi! MATI lastminute kana gitahu ah! Di belait lagi tu kenapa inda temburong!!! Pagi lagi tu eh kenapa inda malammmm!!!!!! Mati eh blank taus utak kuuuuu!!!!!!!!!! Bah im going nowwwwwww~ Singleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

FUCK OFF! I DONT CARE AND I DONT GIVE A DAMN! WHATEVER IM TIRED OF BEING SORRY YOU ASSHOLE FREAK! I AINT YOUR HOE AND I AINT YOUR BITCH SHIT ASS! EAT YOUR SHIT! WHAT? MAD AT ME NOW? WHATEVER I DONT GIVE A DAMN! KAN MARAH MARAH PULANGGGG EMANG GUE PIKIRINNNNNNN!! I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! AKU CANI PASAL KAU SO JANGAN SETAIE KAN MARAH2 KAU SANA ATU!! AND CAKAP AKU INDA PAHAM? MEMANG KU INDA PAHAM KAN KAU AH!!!!!!! GO DIE EH! SASAK KU UDAHHHHH!!!

Huh Just arrived rimba and just heard Doa Selamat this sunday how i miss them (': P/S: I HATE YOU! THANKS ALOT!


OKAY IM DONE! SERIOUSLY IM DONE WITH YOU! I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE, THIS TIME I MEAN IT! FOR ME YOU'RE GONE. I HAD BEEN REALLY PATIENT AND I HAD ENOUGH! YOU'RE OUT OF MY LIFE! I DONT NEED ANY EXPLANATION OR WHATSOEVER IM SICK OF YOU TREATING ME LIKE AN ASSHOLE BITCH! DONT EVEN BOTHER TOO SEE ME ANYMORE COS I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR DAMN FACE ANYMORE! YOU MADE ME REALLY PISSED AND MADE ME WANT TO GET RID OF YOU FROM MY LIFE DESPERATELY! I DONT NEED A SUCKER LIKE YOU! AWU AKU INDA PAHAM LAH APA LAH AWU MANASAJATAH EH MALASKU KAN INGAU LAGI AND I DONT GIVE A DAMN! SANAK KU SANAK PAHAM! JANGAN KU DI JUMPAI LAGI INDA KU HINGIN KAN MELIAT MUHA MU AH LAGI BANCI KU! JGNTAH DI KANANG APA2 LAGI, KAU NI YANG BUAT AKU CANI SOWHAT! CUKUP SABAR KU DAH. BAH MALAS KU CAKAP BANYAK CLEAR SEMUA SUDAH!

Gosh im getting lonely each and everyday. Theres no one that i can hang out with. Both of my brothers were always busy with dota and tibia and me? NOTHING, LONELYYYY ): Im feeling very the very empty lately. Im going nuts with this situation, really i mean it i am goin nuts. Everyone is busy with their lives unlike me theres nothing special in my life. Im just a lonely girl who doesnt have anyone to count on to. And im dreaming weird things lately S: I always wokeup up with sad on my face thats why i hate to sleep. Those stupid dreams made me trauma ):

I just wish my life wasnt like what it is rightnow. This feelings made me insane! I hope all this shits that im going through will go away. Sometimes i felt i dont belong here. Sometimes i felt i wanna dump everyone. Sometimes i felt i wanna live alone. No one understands and their never will understand infact they'll blame me for everything! Im sick and tired to be blame. How i wish they know how i feel, how hurt i am inside..Thats impossible cos no one seems to care! Life is really a bitch! And i hate it! How i wish i could be someone else! I dont want to be Nurul Hazirah anymore it sucks to be Nurul Hazirah ): I would love to kill myself rightnow. Yea im talking crap rightnow but i mean it i just wish i can kill myself rightnow!!! OFF.

SHOOT THIS IS SO SHITTY. TODAY IS SHITTY AND TOMORROW WILL BE SHITTY AND TOMORROW NYA LAGI AND HARI2 SETERUSNYA WILL BE A SHITTY DAY FOR ME!!! IM PISSED RIGHTNOW AND FEELS LIKE MY HEAD WANT TO EXPLODE! FUCK OFF!! WHATEVER SUKATI MU LAH MANASAJATAH KAU EH MATI BURING KU SUDAH! ERGH AKU AH PALING BANCI MANUSIA YANG INDA PAHAM AKU. SETAE CAKAP PAHAM PADAHAL INDA ENTAH KAU EH! AKU MENTAL NI SO WHAT! BAH EH MATI NI CANI AH SIAL BUDUH CILAKA BAE KAN MATI PALUI!!!!!! EMBAHHHH!!!!!!

I just wokeup and currently BORING! Nothing to do and the worse part is I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK WITH. Okay its not the first time its like everyday and im so sick of it, IM GETTING BORED. Do you really know how it feels when you really need that someone to cheer you up at the time like this but that someone NEVER BEEN THERE FOR YOU? I DO! It HURTS LIKE SHIT! Look im not trying to complaint or anything and im not saying because i hate it, but im so jealous seeing everyone that had someone to talk with like 24hours! UNLIKE ME, my nights was always SHITTY!

Nini Ali passed away today ( Al-Fatihah ). And all of us went to kapok in the morning. Thank god i slept early and did wokeup early jua. Reached home at 12+pm. Tomorrow My grands and Aunties will go for their umrah for like 2 and a half weeks. SUNYI. Hm speechless, NOT IN THE MOOD. Just a random update. My Body hurts so bad )': I dont know why, it feels so heavy wah bari menangis wah bukan lagi bari, menagis dah wah olehnya sakit wah )': STUPID!

Hello. So i open my facebook yesterday since lama dah ku inda buka. I got this friend request from a girl. At first, i dont know her but thennnn...