If i could have just one wish, i would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine....knowing that i counld never find that feeling with anyone other than you.(:


Alright guys, see the woman above? Lawa kan? HAHA. Actually she's a male. And i love him! Well although he's gay but he's cool to me. I just love the way he makeover himself. Gila ganap perempuan man. But i love him time ia long hair lah, kalau ia short hair atu macam bae taya. Okay he was born on 2 december 1987 and he is an openly gay american internet personality and self-described " edutainer " who produces and acts in transgressive videos. He even has a music video, the title of his song is " mind the gutter ". Lawa lagunya, me like hantaps! Sexay and so bagi menari. He just love britney spears! He adore her too much. Oh ya and full name nya christopher crocker. to me he's talkative. Banaaar, if you see his video banyak cakap man. But overall i totally love him to the maksimums! Don't say i'm nuts, crazy or weird HAHA because i'm not.q;q;q; It's not that i love gay man, it's just i love this type of gay man ( chris crocker ). Ada style, attitude and most of all pandai make-up.(: I repeat i do not like all gay man, i just love chris crocker!;D oh ya i totally love his blue eyes to the kritikal sudah! lovelovelove!;D boh i'm obsessed of him sudah.(: HAHA, bahbah stoppppppppp.





huh i'm so nada bemood masa ani. why should we fight about benda yang sekadar kan? is like 24jam bekelahi ah. baik sekajap then mula perang lagi. you always said semua atu always from me. and i always said that you were always the one yang start. could you ever think again who started it first? how could i stand longer if all we did is fight, fight and fight. how? you never think about my feelings, you keep gaving me pressure. don't you realised that? hah? i believe that you will never understand me. you said that, you said this but everything just remains the same. and i'm so bored and sick of all your words that comes out from your mouth. you never tried to save our relationship dari dulu, all you do is blaming me. you keep screaming at me, gave me pressure and keep forcing me whether i like it or not. you said i'm selfish? yang diri atu inda? you said i don't understand you? yang diri atu paham aku kan? you said aku ani inda merati di larang? yang diri atu merati kan? you said yang aku majal? yang diri atu inda majal kan? you said aku inda sadar diri? yang diri atu sadar kan? to me you never think a bit of my feelings, you just buat sesuka hati tanpa mikir perasaan ku. if i said no that's mean no, if i said jangan that's mean jangan, if i said yes that's mean yes. payah kah kan paham tu? i know the way i treat you lain but come on lah pikir wah kenapa. i have reason waaa. aku inda mau wah melayan diri atu macam dulu karang jadi macam dulu. kana permain kan aku ah. so why should you complaint to me pasal cara ku melayan? you inda patut pun complaint, it's your fault. dulu, you're the one that made yourself kehilangan aku and now you're close buat aku lari faraway from you. dari aku kah semua atu? maybe some but the most wah dari aku? you said " don't let me go " and " jangan tinggal kan aku ", but diri sendiri yang buat aku lari. you know almost four years still we never get eachother well, makin trok ada pulang. is it maybe we're not meant for eachother? or sebaliknya. too many chances sudah ku bagi but always berabaikan. is like you don't take it seriously, you never proove anything to clean all your mess up. okayokay i aprreciate that you had stayed long with my attitude and all the things you gave me but with this two saja doesn't make me fully happy. why should you scream at me when we fight? wajib kah meneriaki aku atu? hah wajib? harus? sunat? pasanku banyak kali sudah ku tarustarang pakah perkaraperkara yang ku banci arah diri atu tapi lakat jua di buat ah. apakan? ingat sudah ku terusterang ani berubah tah hah ani dui tae laaa. huh manasaja lah. i don't know sampai bila buleh ku tahan and sampai bila ku buleh menahan rasa ani. i admit that i have this love feelings for you but inda tau sampai bila ia akan ada. either love jadi hate or it remains love........ fullstop.