So I went to KK last week with My Baby, My Aunties, Cousins, Siblings and My Grands. It was totally a lastmin plan...We were suppose to be going to Miri on that Friday morning and on that time jua Our Grandpa decided to go to KK. We were like HAH BANAR BAH?! Apa inda HAH BANAR BAH baju bah pack sikit saja hehehe and it was totally a lastmin plan... Sekali mendangar ke KK atu bah, yang inda ikut pun jadi ikut! Hahaha. Not me btw it's my sister :p So sharp at 10am we jalan, sampai sana around 7pm. I was very sick at that time, didnt really had that much fun...SALAH TIMING BAH DAMAM AH :( Seperadian kami damam ah no fun :s But damam2 pun manage jua ku bah shopping sampai kapih :p hehehe. Overall I had fun jua lah..So did my baby hehehe everyone pun jua :) We arrived Brunei At 10pm on Sunday last week. And here I am blogging and still sick :( Almost a week now aargh I cant even tastes food. Siksaaanya Akuuu :( Im badly craaving for something.....I want to eat nyaman2 baaah. Hoping this sick will go away soon, I cant stand this. Morning!

Maybe it was me or maybe it's him. Is it wrong for me to be jealous? To be curious? To be mad? To ask? Bulih bah ku inda jeles ku inda marah kalau ku inda sayang. Ani sayang ku bah! Why cant u just freakin understand?! N now ur blaming me for not trusting u! Buduh atu luwan d asuh wang, fikir wah mana silap mu! Told u billion of times it will be hard for me to trust u! Even it happened years ago but the past that hurts me its hard to forget! Im not that kinda person yang boleh lupakan things yang hurt me cematu saja, it ain't easy apalagi bukan sekali dua terjadi! Ya i know i was a jerk too in the past, doesn't mean u can trust me n i should do the same! Im not being selfish, im just being too protective to myself! Sometimes u made me think " why should i be with u when i can be with someone else!" n i told u that a week ago! Lupa sudah kah? Do u really want me to be who i used to be 5 years ago? Wish ur reading this stupid. U pissed me off! Blaming me 100% it ain't cool dude, it's war! I dont give a shit.


I dont know it would be this hard. Dont know it would be this complicated. Its makin me insane! Bakal saja sayang mun inda, i would not waste my time holding on to this relationship! Mind my words, im so pissed. Sorry.