Today was just okay. Did go somewhere to relax my mind infact im goin again maybe tmrow. Being alone n feeling like ur single kinda bothers me much. Used to be there but then gone, its like ur losin ur mind. Im feeling really empty n so boring being alone. It made me so desperate to do something that im not supposed to do. Its never easy for me being alone, theres just something that will pops out in my mind. Something that will hurt me n hurt him. Damn, im like talking crap rightnow.

Alright lets go with the topic,

So I just realised what I did with my sibs were pretty outta line. I feel bad rightnow. I know what we did were very wrong! We shouldnt act n talk like that, its way outta line. It made me realised how we have to be patient whenever we're mad even how ego selfish the person is. Now aku felt really berdosa, I should had control my anger n keep my damn mouth shut!


" Ya Allah, ampuni lah dosa hamba mu ini. Dan ampuni lah segala dosa ibu bapa ku. "

I felt like crying right nowwww cant even type more. SAD!!!!