I feel like talking about my relationship rightnow, i dont know why but i just feel like it. So here goes nothinnnn~We've been talkin like how many times now about what i like and what i hate and it seems none of the words that came from my mouth went to his head!Seriously, i just cannot stand this.How many times do i have to mentioned it?!!Apa nunggu ku inda dpt bckp brutah merati?!!And you never freaking care about what you did but when it comes to me mcm bae!!Ngalih saja ku bckp balik2 but NOTHINGS CHANGE!!!Apakan?What do you expect me to do???I did everything i could to be that good girlfriend you ever wanted, I DID!I told you from the beginning if you cant handle me or US you know what to do, you can simply leave me or whatever.

Ya i know im sencitive, kuat marah, kuat nyamal so jgn lah ku di buat marah!You really dont get me do you?I dont think so..Why is it so hard for you to understand this whole thing?!How many million freaking times i have to say?!!Times had wasted but i thought its worth but turns out it wasnt worth at all..You never did done anything to heal this relationship, is like your lost or something! To be honest, i dont know how to deal with you anymore..You cant handle me that well either..You took things so lightly even its a big deal, is like none of the problems we've been through is important to you is like something that doesnt matter at all!And you barely want to talk about it, you rather change the subjects than talking about it.This kind of relationship is not the kind that im wanting for, i wanted something that makes the relationship grow stronger and importantly a honest relationship.Why bother being with me when all you do is nothing to heal this relationship!I tried to get rid of the past from my head, I tried to control my anger and I tried to make this relationship work!But what do you do?Tell me, WHAT?!!!Sometimes i feel like US is a mistake.

I thought things will work out easily but it doesnt..You yelled at me so many freaking times, tebuat ia bkasar bulih tebuat urang mcm bae!Yelling is not the good thing to do when youre trying to settle a problem, having convo about it will be nice dont you think?Well, i think so..You will probably be mad im talkin it out here but hell i aint care!You never want to talk about things like this with me you rather talk about something else than talking about us!Dont you even denied it, oops thats right you always denied everything that you do!Cos thats just you!But then when it comes to me blablabla mcm bae!!Bah eh i think thats just it..Theres just so many things to say but ONLY this i can say..Hm, salam~And guess what nothings comes from your mind whats the date for today! BAHAGIA KU CANI ANI, BAHAGIA TAEEEE!