Im complicated and I dont want to talk about it. So i've been stressing out lately. It been months i realised that it began to get worst. For now belum teruk tapi mikin teruk dari sebelum nya. I dont know if this is normal or sebalik nya, hope it is just something normal :( I dont wanna say which part of my health is troubling me but i can only tell you that it hurts so bad :( Every morning i have to wake up in pain. I dont know what cause it and im giving it another 4months for it. If it becomes worst then i'll force myself to check up. First it was just the left one but now both of it really hurts. But the right one jarang, yang left one yang selalu :( Im just afraid that...hm i better not say it. Nauzubillah. I just dont know to who that i should talk to about this, no one believes me anyway so why bother. And im being such an idiot posting about it right here. I AM an idiot :) Hm i dont know what else to talk about so i guess im going off now. To whom it may concern, may allah bless you and enjoy your life that you've been dreaming of. Seems by the way i said things and you agreed it so well, you dont need me anymore and you never were so goodluck with your life and do what makes you happy.

P/s: Will be changing this blog soon. I dont have the mood to change it yet.