Gosh im getting lonely each and everyday. Theres no one that i can hang out with. Both of my brothers were always busy with dota and tibia and me? NOTHING, LONELYYYY ): Im feeling very the very empty lately. Im going nuts with this situation, really i mean it i am goin nuts. Everyone is busy with their lives unlike me theres nothing special in my life. Im just a lonely girl who doesnt have anyone to count on to. And im dreaming weird things lately S: I always wokeup up with sad on my face thats why i hate to sleep. Those stupid dreams made me trauma ):

I just wish my life wasnt like what it is rightnow. This feelings made me insane! I hope all this shits that im going through will go away. Sometimes i felt i dont belong here. Sometimes i felt i wanna dump everyone. Sometimes i felt i wanna live alone. No one understands and their never will understand infact they'll blame me for everything! Im sick and tired to be blame. How i wish they know how i feel, how hurt i am inside..Thats impossible cos no one seems to care! Life is really a bitch! And i hate it! How i wish i could be someone else! I dont want to be Nurul Hazirah anymore it sucks to be Nurul Hazirah ): I would love to kill myself rightnow. Yea im talking crap rightnow but i mean it i just wish i can kill myself rightnow!!! OFF.