Tuesday, March 9, 2010 ♥
I've been through a rough day today, it went like HELL! I OFF my phone, i dont know until when i dont feel like kan betipun masa ani. Sakit berabis hati ani )": Im crying mcm si paloi, i cried so hard dpan my bro inda lagi tahan it just come out all of the sudden. My bro was like " mengaapa kau menangis?" and i didnt give response just giling2 kepala and cried. Im too hurt, i just cant take it anymore. Im not saying im giving up it just that ENTAH EH payah kan explain cana sakit nya rasa hati ani. Didnt expect everything jadi cani. I know inda guna kan cry but sendiri nya keluar and it cames out so hard. Its like im losing something that means alot to me. I felt like cutting my damn veins and just die BANAAARTTAHHH! Im so stress out wah sakit bah sakit )': No one can feel what i felt rightnow, im dying wah dying!!!
I look like shit rightnow, i cry like a baby, my head hurts, my chest hurts everything HURTS WAHHH!! I cant do anything right buntu dah wah utak ani. Im too weak to get through this damn life. Its like i cant barely breathe nomore, im not faking this, this is DAMN SERIOUS! I dont even know where actually im standing rightnow, in my head " why am i here? ". Im so lost and trying to get out from this mess. Everything i do is not worth it lagi. Semuanya useless! Behapatah ku ada dlm dunia ani mun cani jadinya? See, im talking crap! This life is making me damn crazy! I thought tomorrow was gonna be alright but just day goes by it seems everyday is just a no-good day for me )': I really am dying inside, it felt like the world gonna end. ERGH, ANOTHER CRAP!!!
Every problem will be always on me! Seriously is that all you can do BLAMING ME FOR ALL YOUR STUPID SHIT?!! And you callin me EGO? OH LOOK WHO'S TALKIN NOW! I dont really know where we went wrong but all i know the BLAME IS ALWAYS ON ME! I just wish that one day i'll be over everything! Including you! Youre not really helping me to cure this pain, infact youre just giving it more pain! What am i really? AN ANIMAL? Everyone had feelings and that includes me! You just dont get it do you? YOU DONT GET ME AT ALL! You are really crushing me slowly. Are you happy now? Are you happy with the situation im going through rightnow? HAPPY?!!! Thanks a lot for the pressure you had given me. Before i talk crap again better OFF. ONLY MSDK, if you were here i know you will always be the one that can cheer me up rightnow MSDK!!! )':
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