Holla! Hm its late i know, aku inda dpt tidur ): Aku teringat sesuatu which made me really down infact i felt like i wanna kill myself rightnow )': Im hurting and crying like a little baby rightnow!!! Everytime its snap in my mind, i felt im losing the most precious thing in the whole wide world. The question is WHY?!! URGGGHHH. MSDK )': What do you feel if you lose something/someone that will happen to be in your life forever? IT HURTS LIKE HELL! Sakit wah hati ani, SAKIT BERABISSS )': If i just had one wish, i wish that i can turn back the time. I wanna fix things that should be fix. I admit i regret for the mistakes i've done years ago. But what can i do? I cant just rewind masa cematu saja and usai semuanya, its too impossible. I just hope one day i'll be livin the life that i've been dreaming of, insyallah mudahan umur ani panjang amin. Almost 19years i've been livin and i felt many ups and down and hoping to stay longer and achieve to be more better than i could rightnow. Just hoping that someone could paham aku and be there for me always. It is almost april, genap lah 2tahun nya MSDK )":