Monday, March 22, 2010 ♥
I really need a shoulder to cry on rightnow )': I wanna cry so hard rightnow. I just cant stand it. I felt i want to screw this damn brain and just die without peace! I know im talking crap rightnow i just cant take it. Theres a lot in my mind but mostly its all bout the samething )': I feel like killing myself now. It really hurts when no one around you doesnt get you at all and yes i said this too many times huh i need to let it out so what the hell! I've been very patient but still theres no change. I tried all of my best to be the better one but still no change. Im running out of ideas how to deal with this life.
It feels like im just wasting my damn time standing up all by myself alone with no one arounds me. I am so hurting myself rightnow but in a good way. I desperately need a shoulder to cry on, someone that i could talk to, someone that could calm me down, someone that can hear al of my problems, someone to wipe my damnn tears, someone that could calm me when i scream so hard, someone that can stop me from doing stupid things, someone that says " i love you please stop it ", someone that can cheer me up, someone that really cares and someone that can hold me when im down )':
Hm im out, im sad sad sad and SADDDDDDD!! )':
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