What a relief, semua urusan sijil2 sudah selasai waiting for sijil beranti siap lagi. Nyaman jua hati ani lapas ani nada lagi " bilatah kau kan ambil siji2 mu ani? ", no more kana tanya cani alhamdulilah (: So..today ngalih eh. I didnt have enough sleep, ani tdi bru jua ku bangun pkul 10pm ah ini mcm krg pyh kan tidur ni. So im home now at muara balik, arrived here petang tadi trus ngampai tidur eh. My baby sent me home here, thanks babe. Also thanks for the company tadi and ikut uruskan semuanya. Im not in the mood to talk about him, im diam2 pissed here! Siapa jua inda pissed! Awu ada harinya tu. Malas kan becakap tdi since he's tired and aku pun tired, im not in the mood kan buat issues tadi so simpan saja dulu my dissapointment ani. I was like " ok mun mau banar aku jadi ONLY KAWAN nya saja gitahu inda pyh dih kan bunga2! entah maybe arah urg lain cematu kali jua " . Menhan rasa saja ku tadi atu, BAEEE. Mun mau banar terus terang ja dih inda pyh bunga2, KIMA BAH KIMA. Balum usulnya ia kenal siapa si zirah ani. Inda penyaluru kah tu namanya if urang buat pekara yg kamu banci balik2? PASAN KU PANYALURU NAMANYA TU. Macam cakap kamu, pantang kamu apa kana IGNORE wahhh, yatah rasa ku tu masani!! Macam barat baginya kan gitahu aku ani apanya, OK TU EH AKU MELAYANNN MUN CEMATU CARANYA. Lama dah ku sabar and nyimpan kemarahan ani, ani nada ku sanggup eh kana cakap cematu i felt macam kana cucuk rasanya hati ani BANAAARTAHHH!!! Kan 5 tahun balum tah ia paham and kenal aku ani siapa, EH SADANG JUA TU AH. Ok i admit aku inda paham ia 100% tapi atleast AKU INDA BUAT MACAM YG IA BUAT! Ok aku admit jua some cakap nya inda ku ikut like sleeping late,smoking and pakaian atu pun bukan nya ku inda mau ikut, I WAS TRYING AND ATLEAST INDA BABIT2 KAN URANG. Eh nasib nada mood ku wah kan buat issues tadi, simpan saja tah dulu just wait for the right time. I was trying to be patient tadi tu since my head kusut, ijap ku lain jadinya munku ungkit tadi atu, kusut tia lagi kepala ani ngalih ku lagi inda cukup tidur. Entah eh its really hard for me, my whole family knew everything about him, biasa lagi like he's part of family dah. Mati dah akal ku cana kan buat hati ani puas and inda sakit lagi. I felt like im stupid mcm im not needed in his life. Only one thing yg ku pinta, IF BANAR IA MAU TERUS TERANG SAJA INDA PAYAH BUNGA2 HABIS CERITA BUAT HIDUP BARU YG IA IDAM2KAN SELAMA ANI. OFF, im stupid since i fall in love with you. Its hard just to let you go but it's more hard to know that you really dont need me anymore. Thanks for making me stupid and thanks for making me fell in love with a guy like you. If they dont love you its not gonna be hard for me i will just walkaway but they love you care for you but what did you do to me? Maybe i was wrong bringing you to them and make you guys so close, they really believe in you. Entah eh mati akal ku )':