Okay i slept for like beberapa minit tadi, i didnt realised that i fell asleep and i wokeup mengajut. So as usual mun dh tebangun andang ku pyh tidur balik, besides this parut hungry so i waited for breakfast. So theres a lot in my mind lately, been thinking about the future and the past. Didnt know what i was thinking actually, and it made me really sick. I really need someone at the time like this but unlucky me nobody understands. I dont know who will i run to, who should i talk to when the fact is nobody around me believes and understands what im going through. Ok yes its getting annoying, many times dah ku ckp cemani but seriously i cant stand it. Sorang pun inda paham wah so why let it out kan? Inda jua pidah, diam saja act like im okay. Sometimes i just felt giving up. I dont know what else i could do to fix myself up, my life is a disaster. Ok shut that, im getting sad ): So i've been really aware about the supernatural things, i dont know why but i felt weird s: Lain2 bah di pikiran ah, i imagined macam2. Sometimes i even heard voices and kept seeing things but not dapan2lah like imbas2 saja, and what bugs me sometimes i felt someone is wacthing me. You can say im making up stories or crazy or whatsoever, well im not. I've been feeling so disturbed lately, nothing i could do except ignoring it. Apa kan gitahu durang? Pui ingau pun inda tu, kna ucap ada saja ku. Buang masa durang kan mikirkan. They dont even realised that im not okay, so why bother telling?? KAN?! Wasting everyone times. Shoot i better go, my eyes are getting really heavy.