Hm I just wokeup from sleep, ya its weird i slept early today. Well due to my stupid headache like always. And oh yeah guess what? BADNEWS! Im not going to miri this weekend, HUH! I have to attend that SPA writing test on sunday morning! GILA! So....lately ive been really alone, i mean i felt it. You know how does it feel when you dont know who will you run to or talk to, well it happens to me. Thats why i let it all out here. I keep it all to myself. Siapa mau jua tahu kan? NO ONE. And its sad when no one believes you, well it happens to me too. Its funny yaknow sorang pun doesnt get me at all, even the one that i trust. Like him example, why should i tell you whats my problem baby? Can you do anything about it? NO KAN? Do you believe me? NO KAN? All you know is pressuring me, dont you ever said you understand me when youre not and when you dont believe me at all. Those words you said today hurt me somuch as if im crazy and making up stories. Tell me why should i run to you? When you did nothing at all to make it okay. Tell me why should i talk to you? When you dont even believe me. I thought you'll be the one that i can count on to but obviously youre not, from the beginning i was always alone ): And lately this questions always pops on my damn mind, do we ever desserves each other? We've been ups and downs for these years, i do love you but its hard to face the whole fact when it comes to understanding. I admit theres a lot missing but you dont realised it at all, it made me more sad and all in doubt. I felt you are keeping me hanging around and i felt you dont care at all this special thing we have. I felt i dont know how to deal with you anymore. I dont know what to do except giving all the love to you. I gave you too much attention but theres none for me, thanks for nothing!! (: Bah, OFF!