Cant sleep when i really want to. Hm later on i'll be cutting this hair, i just got to look better wah i just gotta change all of my looks s: Lately ive been so bauri youknow. I kept thinking about beauty and stuff like that and seriously i need to lose this fats ): Pokonya I NEED TO LOOK GOOD! I dont know why im worried about this kind of things so much, maybe im just too obsessed on him? Sampai bauri kan about beauty sort of things. Yes i know im overacted but cana jua, bauri ku s: I think you all know what aku bauri kan ): Its not really cool you know having a long-term relationship like i had now, theres a lot that i have to worry about. Well im not saying im not happy with it its just that entah eh hard to explain wah. Theres a lot on my mind mun aku ani heartless wah bisai nada pyh ingau apa2 ani pengingau wah aku ah banci ku! Salah2 wah ingau krg salah then krg inda di ingau salah tah jua apakan sebenarnya yg LURUS?! And its so not easy you know to let go the thing or person that means a lot to you cematu saja but depends lah whats the reason and problems well if mcm aku ani sekali inda beperi kemanusiaan buleh tahan jua ni. Sekali nya bae, inda alang2 jua bae ku ni! Sekali hati ani sakit, gila ku minta ampun tah ku, aku sendiri pun banci! Bah enough about phathetic me. Huh i wish i was heartless, ani payah bah behati ah kana buat macam BODO! Currently now im just sitting down cheering myself up with music. Sadih ku wah. BAURI WAHH! Bae ni situasi cemani ah!! Membari kan menampar wah diri ah BANARTAHHH. Eh sial banar eh, my heart beats laju banar wahhh apa makna nya kan tu )': Heartache and Headache EHHH! And huh nightmare kelmarin was... STUPID! Let me just keep it to myself wont be telling NO ONE, I REPEAT NO ONE! Who cares anyway, perasahan si dayang ani! Ok im out of mood, KUSUT!