Tuesday, November 3, 2009 ♥
Title: Im an animal and definitely hate liars. ♥ 1:30 AM
There was a time when my world was filled with darkness and I stopped dreaming now, I'm supposed to fill it up with something. In your eyes I see the eyes of somebody i knew before long long long ago. But I'm still trying to make my mind up, am I free or am I tied up? I change shapes just to hide in this place but I'm still an animal. Nobody knows it but me when i slip,I'm still an animal. Memang aku binatang jua kan? ( :Everytime i tried to make things right, no one seems to aprreciate it and no one seems to understand. Feels like my life is going to end. Im sick of hoping and im sick of believing. No one seems to get me, their pretend so that i felt special. Im nothing but just a trash, animal and unexist. Their hurt me with lies. I dont have nobody but myself. So mun rasanya inda sayang aku gitau terus terang inda payah sok sayang sana atu inda payah sok ingau kan aku inda jua payah sok paham kan aku. Get that? I have feelings and it never lies. And i also have a heart that never lie either. Once it said something is wrong then banar lah tu something is wrong and thats what i felt right now. LIARS are my enemies! I dont LOVE LIARS. Harap Maklum ( :
My smile doesnt worth anything, my smile is just a lie that hide my pain. The only way i can tell that im okay is by faking a damn smile. Its hard to be a person who been keeping so much pain like i did. I just hope theres a cure for my pain cuz i hate it )': I had lost everything. Im sick of hoping. Theres no way i can hope for happiness anymore because there will be no happiness for me. If this how it'll be then i really love to say bye-bye world ( : My heart is broken to a thousand pieces and no one can fixed it. Thanks!
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