I love this but semuanya tinggal kenangan...........
" Lately i've been thinking what i can do, i've been stressing out to fall back in love with you, Im so sorry that i couldnt follow through but i cant go this way i've got to stop it babe..You've been wonderful in all that you can be but it hurts when you say that you understand me.. I wanted you to be there when i fall,I wanted you too see me through it all, I wanted you to be the one i love, I wanted you I wanted you.. I wanted you to hold me in my sleep, I wanted you to show me what i need, I wanted you to know just how down deep i wanted you i wanted you.. I've been pushing hard to open up the door trying to take back where we were before but im done i just cant do this anymore cause we cant be mended lets stop pretending now..We've been walking around for circles for some time and i think we should head for the finish line... ", My heart is 100% torn apart, theres no heart left for me and im alone with this pain ): Im just a sucka for love. This pain just keep hurting me each and everyday, i can denied im just nothing to everyone espicially him. IM NOTHING, thanks for breaking my heart! THANKS A LOT!
I dont want to talk about my love life, nothing special about it anymore all i got was pain. So makteh came tadi and threw me a good news. Unfortunately i'll be having my own driving license. Makteh said she paid everything including test jalan raya but biasa lah besyarat. I dont want to mention the condition here, the important things is aku kan dapat lesen atu saja. This week start because sunday i must go sudah to sungai akar mendaftar sekulah memandu, thanks to makteh!(: I promise i will stick to my promise. Hm yes i know i sounded unhappy this suppose to be the greatest news but.... Hm malaskan cakap, my heart really-really carik dah ): not just atu pasalnya kabak-kabak rasa ku inda ku tau mengapa nervous kali ijap inda pass bah ): Actually nada mood ku wah kan ambil but makteh just give me responsibilities so if kan kemana-mana and hantar my adik-adik inda payah my parents lagi it will be my job to hantar all of them wherever they go. Huh hope saja aku pass ah, hm.. Im not in mood, Bah off. s: