BETAPA REMUK JANTUNGKU KAU TIPU AKU. BETAPA SAKIT HATI KU KAU BUANG AKU. KU TATAP LANGIT YANG HITAM SAAT MENANTI MALAM KAU PUN TAK KUNJUNG DATANG. KAU BUAT GELAP PELANGI LALU KAU DATANG LAGI MEMBUAT LUKA INI.KAU JANGAN MENCOBA UNTUK DI SINI, KAU JANGAN COBA UNTUK KEMBALI. BILA KAU DISINI BIAR AKU YANG PERGI. KAU TELAH INGKARI SEMUA JANJI MU, KAU TELAH INGKARI SEMUA SUMPAH MU DAN SUDAH USAI SUDAH CERITA TENTANG KITA. I dont feel right. I felt something is wrong. My heart says im not gonna be okay. I felt my heart is gonna break again. What is this feeling? What am i suppose to do? All i wanna know is the truth, honesty is really important to me. Is it true what i think on my mind? Am i insane or just worried? I definitely dont like this kinda feeling cuz its driving me crazy! Its hard to let go and hard to forget. How will i erase all those memories, im falling too deep. Its hard to stay and its also hard to walkaway. I dont know what else to say, all i know i dont feel right. I dont feel much complete. AJHS, if you really did LIE to me TELL ME THE TRUTH. I love you as always but do you? Im not feeling right babe, selalu nya mun rasa ani cemani i know you ada hide something from me. You know all i had now is you, dont you go break my heart just like everybody else. All i want to know is the TRUTH. Im yours isnt that enough? Im not trying to pick a fight here but this is how i am feeling right now ) : Tell me honestly and everything will be okay, i think. Love you and theres no one else but you here in my heart.Unfortunately today is not my good day. I just bought credit but i dont feel like charging it, i dont eat much, i didnt have my mood to work out my face, i keep wondering stupid things, headache as usual make me moody, my back and chest really hurt which i dont know why, i felt sleepy but my eyes just wont let me sleep and blablabla. im off to bed.