Today went... entah ah i cant explain. Just like usual, boring and phathetic day. And yes as always my head bothers me ALOT! My relationship is not going well. I just cant deal with my madness. Im not the type yang cool cematu saja. It can take days or probably weeks okay nya atupun ikut my mood. But how bad sekalipun my relationship is going he was always here in my heart and mind. Get well soon babe ( : Yes im smiling but doesnt mean im okay and stop being mad at you, im still damly incredibly mad at you!! SO MAD! I cant lie, i am incredibly worrying about you here S : Im missing you badly. Unlike you, YOU DONT CARE AT ALL. Thats the difference between me and you, you dont care sekali pun but unlike me i care too much even if you dont care. KAN? Lately i felt we didnt get along with each other very well. I dont know what else to do, is like.... huh malas kan cakap. Maybe im not that fully heal, thats why. Bukan lagi maybe andang belum heal jua, the past haunt me good! ERGH, i just cant get rid and forget about the past from this head! Entah lapas ani apa lah lagi kan jadi, like i said problems just cant get enough of me. And its so true, i keep having problems. STRESS ALL THE WAY DOESNT MAKE ME HAPPY! Okay i think thats it for today, its bedtime now.