Phew~ its almost 6am, i just have to blog something here. Hm okay tadi i watch a love comedy movie. Well some part are funny but some other part just snap me out! I cried a lot. And I learn something from there, really i did. I know now what is missing in my relationship. Well im not really sure what i'll do but for sure im gonna do anything just to make it all right. Huh i realised i've been acting really weird lately. Emotional here emotional there, well whatever i have my own reasons. I felt i have lose everything and everyone. Nobody understands me. The past are haunting me. I just felt bad and need to do something which im not sure what to do. When i found those pictures, letters,stuffs it sank my heart )': My head just accidenttally flashing back the old times. I just want everything to be okay. I cant lie, im really hurt inside..Its not easy keeping and hiding this pain... I almost feel that im gonna lose myself but i know theres something that i can do... I just know there is..I just hope i'll find the right path...Im sick living like this, is like im lost..Well maybe i am really lost.I mean look at me, useless i can say..Or maybe i desserves all of this..Im just nothing to everyone...Im maybe living in a world full of people but im just a toy for people to have fun with. But still life must go on.....thats what im doing right now, moving on....Moving this hatred life. I dont care what people will say, im just gonna live my life with my own way...Its up to me now...Sooner or later i'll found what im looking for..I need to get a real life...Im sick with dramas, gossips and whatsoever. Even it took me a long timeeeeeeee.